I have been trying to think about jobs I can do. Standing is hard, walking, sitting, thinking, and communicating all these every day things are not as easy for me. So I was trying to think of something I could do. I saw they needed a crosswalk person... so I thought I could do that and just after this I got up to walk towards the car and I felt myself walking. I felt drunk I teetered to the car and decided maybe helping children cross the street is not my thing... so I thought maybe I could work in a call center. I was then called by a debt collector and my words were slurred I couldn't think fast enough I raised my voice and to be honest I felt really stupid. I decided against the idea of a call center. Basically I just cannot seem to work in this society If I fall they assume I would sue if I even look unstable I am sure to lose my job...so when people think I am able bodied it upsets me because I can clean at home without being judged... If I do anything outside of my home society will assume I am drunk or something. I want a t-shirt that says I am not drunk I have ms. Change of subject though I have been trying to find a way I can bring money into the home and not just add up medical bills. As a result I twitch I do not have a subscribe button but I do have a donation program as well... Twitch is a great way to ask me questions I can answer right off the bat. I don't talk much because a lot of people just want to watch me play. I will aleays answer any questions though and be active on the mic to talk with the people in chat. Making twitch a great place to get to know me.
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