Change

I am accepting that my life will change and that I need it to. It is not easy and I will make some hard choices. I will do things that are difficult. It will all pan out. I will keep some old things though... I have to plan better I think... or maybe I plan too much. I am not really sure but I do know I will be spending a lot more time in a doctors office...When I am done hopefully I will be more equipped to be more efficient and help my family. All I know is I am so sick of feeling useless. The funny thing is People around me are really shocked that this is even happening and that I am or have taken soo long to scrape myself up.To be honest I am just trying to get by. I need to get out of debt and get healthier. Knowing what I need is only half the battle. The rest will take time and real effort. On another note I found myself effected by both Irma and Harvey. If Jose hits VA i'll be effected by that one too... My vacation was not well planned but then I had no way to know hurricanes would be hitting left and right. I live in FL but was in Texas for Harvey, Then income was all but halted by Irma and soon I may have to deal with Jose and the other hurricanes that may hit FL so to be honest I am tired of these hurricanes.