What I have been up to

I have been trying to think about jobs I can do. Standing is hard, walking, sitting, thinking, and communicating all these every day things are not as easy for me. So I was trying to think of something I could do. I saw they needed a crosswalk person... so I thought I could do that and just after this I got up to walk towards the car and I felt myself walking. I felt drunk I teetered to the car  and decided maybe helping children cross the street is not my thing... so I thought maybe I could work in a call center. I was then called by a debt collector and my words were slurred I couldn't think fast enough I raised my voice and to be honest I  felt really stupid. I decided against the idea of a call center. Basically I just cannot seem to work in this society If I fall they assume I would sue if I even look unstable I am sure to lose my job...so when people think I am able bodied it upsets me because I can clean at home without being judged... If I do anything outside of my home society will assume I am drunk or something. I want a t-shirt that says I am not drunk I have ms. Change of subject though I have been trying to find a way I can bring money into the home and not just add up medical bills. As a result I twitch  I do not have a subscribe button but I do have a donation program as well... Twitch is a great way to ask me questions I can answer right off the bat. I don't talk much because a lot of people just want to watch me play. I will aleays answer any questions though and be active on the mic to talk with the people in chat. Making twitch a great place to get to know me.

New Ideas

So, I have some ideas to try and make a little money. Of course I cannot do it without followers. I have been using twitch. It is a place where I can game and get paid for it eventually. I would like to be able to make a separate blog for it. I also thought I might go back on youtube one for my son, one for me and maybe one for my gaming. However, this is a lot for me to handle so I am not sure how well I will do with it. I also have a great ides for an app for people with health problems but I want to get a patent first and I have no idea how to make the app. I am trying hard to make working at home a thing for me. This way I can support myself, stay at home with my son, not waste what energy I do have working away from my son, and if I get healthy ever again somehow I can do a better job at being a mom and maybe make more money. I eventually would like to get a camera for my ps4 and more games to play. I would also like to get some medical bills paid off, and fix my credit. It is not all gloom and doom I do have plans, goals, and really good days. The only thing is what I call a good day most people wouldn't. I think that a good day is a day where my son is having fun and my mate doesn't get beyond upset. I hope that my followers will check out each of these places here is my twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/shaionriswaifu my sons youtube is a bit out dated but here is a link anyways: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdUiToEtbJZQPZVT66fGFXw I still have to work on things but so far this is what I have so far...